Sitting at the beach.

So i am just sitting here thinking and wondering what everyone else is thinking. It is really an extreemly beautiful day today here in New Zealand. The sun is shining and i have my feet in the water, i am writing what ever comes to my head. Tomorow will be extreemly busy for me. I will completing some things and aplying for jobs and a hardship benefit to tide me over till i get a proper job. Last few weeks i have been extreemly poor. Literally no money and have been bludging off my mum. Today she gave me more money to tide me over and i really should use it to top up my phone and get presents for my family for Christmas. I am planning on getting everyone in my family, all 18 or so ppl presents. And i really should aye. My family have really been so good to me lately and been helping me out all this year, so it really is time for me to pay them back. I am also going to try and get my friends something small. I really dont have any money at all so... It will not be anything extravagant at all. I am really trying to be different lately. Not lazy. Trying to excercise more and read more, spend less time on the net and be more optimistic. Hopefully next year i can be a new and improved me. Someone much better. But I have learnt something simple but extreemly important that i am really trying to incorporate into my life. And that is the idea of "BABY STEPS." It really is a major part of accomplishing anything. Everything takes time and you need to do the 'little' but important things extreemly well to be able to reap in the greatness that is something amazing achieved over time. Oh well i think this is enough spilling my guts, i think i will have a cigarette and then go home soon. Btw i have written this entire thing on my phone so if anything doesnt make sense or loads of spelling errors are apparent, just know that i didnt write this on a computer nor did i have the time to spell check or read over any of this. Anyway... Thank you for reading this and yeah its really nice just being able to spill my guts somewhere and just clear my head of whats inside it at the moment. Adieu!